My theme Song.... Meeeeoooow!

Scorched

A heart that is blistered by a rejecting flame , ignored by those who are to numerous to name....

Never vendicated by love , but tormented in lust, the longings of want, the must have's you just must....

Pretending it's all natural it's just an everyday thing , until every day becomes years and nothing has changed....

Sad, alone, and depressed and the world keeps turning , loving trust has evaporated, while depressing lonliness keeps burning....

Put your hands on your head and cry out a river , joy's on vacation, but misery delivers....

To be empty and alone in a croweded room ,  with a nervousness for it to end soon....

Thinking it will get better with each new day , is just a lie we say when something can't be saved....

So light that candle , and burn your torch , expose your heart so it can be scorched.  Jac! 

Copyright 2012  Dark poetry N.C.E.

Water Girl :(

Greetings I'm Jac!, on this particular post i am going to do something i said i would never do again, attempt to write a chapterized story. I tried once before actually it was 8 times before then i got bored , i have 4 uncompleted novels one which i think would be a spectacular read called the chicken wars i made one quater of the way into chapter one before getting distracted by some shineny object. But this time because i have a lot of deadlines to meet i'm going to do it differently ( maybe ) no, no theirs is no maybe this is happening , no matter if it takes 70 pots of coffee , 200 pounds of sugar,.........Crack ( Just Joking, dont take that line seriously, unless you got some ) Anyway below you is a story I intend on finishing i dont know how many chapters but i will finish it and all the others or my name isn't cletus rufus alluwishus brewbaker  Hawthorne The third. When ever I get the chance i will post another part of this particular story which i came up with yesterday , it's  50 percent fiction , 50 percent non-fiction . Which simply means some of this is based the lives of many different people, the character Ariel is based off of 5 different women that i've known over the thousands of years i have been around. 

                      Water Girl  by Jac! Sabertooth

                               Fifteen and nothing more

                                           Chapter One                                                                                                                  

   Summer June 20 2014 Oklahoma City, OK    10: 15pm / Temp. 87 degrees

And now more on the story we brought to you earlier on our 4pm news broadcast, police still don't have any leads on the person or persons responsible for 3 brutal murders committed two weeks ago.The victims prostitutes working blackwelder, and 10th street  in northwest Oklahoma City. A troubling news broadcast about a sreial killer in Oklahhoma City airs , sitting in a chair watching it, is a 45 year old woman named Rebecca Reynolds  holding a bottle of crown royal in one hand and a black and mild cigar in the other.

She's half dressed wearing just cut off jean shorts and her bra it's 10:16pm she's angry , she sent her 15 teen year old daughter Ariel out, to the store for crackers and coffee two hours ago she's not back yet, where is she, a voice in the background yells out; "That stupid daughter of yours can never do anything right i'm hungry bitch, where the hell is she" the slurred rant of the womans boyfriend the hairy shirtless  Doug , both having had more than enough to drink and both icthing for a fight, "I know!, I know! she's gonna pay for this, she's gonna pa......"suddenly the door opens it's ariel a thin, frightend young girl breathing hard, and wearing second hand gym shorts, and an oversized t' shirt "Where the hell have you been, you slut! " the mother screams, "Doug and I have been waiting.... were both hungry! "Doug interrupts "This is gonna cost you young lady, you tell me where you've been , where were you, out having sex with some boy!", like a flood rushing over a small town something happens to the young girl, she looks at the sweaty, fat, hairy 50 year old man , and maybe it was the sound of his voice, but she explodes " I dont have to have sex with some boy, I have sex with you every night after mom passes out!" theirs a sudden uneasy silence through out the room and then," She's lying , sh-sh- she's lying i told you , i told you she was like this , she's crazy get her out , get her out of here!"

The drunk mother's face wrinkles up and distorts, and then she screams "Get the hell, out of my house!," Ariel's eye's widen and with a shocked and sadden look on her face cries out," But mom its true, he's been doing it since i was 11.." Rebecca stops her from finishing moves towards her and pushes her towards the door and yells " Get out , get out , get out my house!" She pushes ariel hard into the corner of the coffee table, so hard it causes intense pain in the back of her right calf muscle she screams out,"Oooowww! ", and  then punches her mother in the face, realizing what she did she screams, "'I'm sorry mommy i didn't mean to! " Her mother screams out  "You bitch, you dont hit me, I'm your mother!"

Rebecca runs towards the chair were she was sitting grabs the bottle of crown royal and throws it, Ariel puts her hands up to protect her head and turns letting the bottle hit her in the back, " Grab her doug , grab her and hold her!", Doug rushes over and puts his arms completely around her , then rebecca runs over and begins hitting her in the head with her fist, the young girl is crying uncontrollably and screaming for them to stop ,"please stop , mom pleeaase stooop! " Rebecca opens the door, and tells doug to throw her out and he does. Ariel falls onto the porch crying terribly, until she hears the slamming of the door, she gets up and puts her hands upon the door, and pleads " Mom please open the door , i'm sorry i didn't mean anything i said PLEASE! ," suddenly she hear the voice of doug," You gone get away from here you little lyer , GONE!" , "Doug", she says "I'm sorry please forgive me , i wont tell anybody, your right i'm a lyer i made everything up , I'll tell everyone who ask i made it up, just please tell mom to open the door." " Girl , shut up! " doug screams , then she hears the words that crushes any hope of her ever being with her mother again," Go away I don't want you anymore, you lying bitch you disgust me GO AWAY! " Rebecca screams through the door.
It's midnight after sitting on the steps for an hour ariel begins to realize completely that she no longer has a home , so she starts a slow dazed walk from her mothers house to no where , from northwest 7th she walks up indiana street, it's dark she can hear yelling, and gun shots, cars drive by her and slow down the drivers make comments like how much, and get in i'll give you a ride, she's terrified she starts to run towards a convinent store on the corner of 10th, and indiana where theirs light.
Once she gets there she's frantic, shaking and looking around as if she was a crack, or methead in need of a fix, she moves off towards a corner of the building near 10th street to be by herself, not wanting to be near the hookers and junkies. It's 1:20am she's tired, sleepy, and scared regretting everything she said, thinking to herself, " I should have kept my mouth shut about doug, it wasn't worth it , i'd be home in my bed right now.... he-he didn't hurt me, and he was quick", As she tries to rationalize everything that has happened to her a voice breaks the silence, " What are you doing out here... , Do you need help? "

To be cotinued....

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