Thursday, June 28, 2012

POWER! , What is power and can I buy it at Wal-mart.

Does anyone know what power really is, most poeple think power is controlling someone through , violence , fear, or intimidation the ability to do what you want, and have lots of money, to buy what you want. Well your only partially right ( And so obvious, with your response, that i shake my head, and point my finger with saddness at our educational system ) Power is a little more complex then that , but not more complicated, understand their are degrees of power, power is nothing more than an ability to influence, and persuade on different levels, and in different arenas, thats why Cult leaders ( like myself, I'm joking, just joking :) i know that little statement is going to come back and bite me , anyway cult leaders , politicians , dictaters , religious , and entertainment figures seem to have such a hypnotic control over people because what they posses wheather they know it or not is something i like to call persuasive influential connection ( P. I .C . ) ( Yeah, thats right i came up with a theoretical concept, and i named it....) anyway the way this concept works is that many knowingly, or unknowingly pick certain elements of social culture ( ie: music , ideology , clothing , ethnicity often mislabeled as race by those who desire is to control, and those who are just to lazy to even investigate what words really mean, and religion ) and wrap themselves up in whatever catagory they've chosen and present themselves as some sort of leader, or know-it-all with a solution to what ever the current crisis a particular group may be faceing, example: the occupiers whatever their grievence's were they eventually caught the eye of people who wrap themselves up in the occupy angst and passed themselves off as men and women with ideas and answers to the problems the occupiers saw as critical, when they were manipulater's from anti-capitalist , and socialist organizations that's factual. Another example the so called race factor you know what i'm talking about although i must admit i've never met anyone of the so called white race , or black race most people i meet are either pinkish , or brown ( light , medium, or dark ) i've never met anyone white like copy paper , or black like my sharp , and cool suit that i wear when i decide to step out ( Yeah, thats right when i throw on that suit , with just a touch of gold accessories, a splatter of polo, or drakkar colonge, my choice of any one of my E.T. shades and LOOK OUT! get off the down hill road, because i'm One Cool C@ , and thats how i (Dinner) roll :)  O.K. where was i, oh yeah, the so called (race) game power grab, it's all about power and control, money and influence just as i described above with the occupiers , now let's talk ( BLACK ) POWER! a power based in victimization, the premise that what you have will, and can be taken from you by someone of the cacausion persuasion, and that these individuals are always looking for a way to turn back the clock of time to the year 1850, when killing a so called black person was legal, or at least not frowned upon . You want to know something out of all my post this one is the most sad and depressing, when a so called black person gets shot by a so called white person theirs an out cry for justice, the so called white person who is responsible is demonized in the media and looses everything including friends if their still around , while when a so called black person is shot by another so called black person theirs nothing , no out cry for justice no NAACP. Why not you ask ,Where are they, well i'm going to tell you , theirs no marching in the streets when its so called black on so called black because theirs nothing to gain you can't get a large crowd and lots of money speaking out against a so called black shooter, who just killed ( brutally ) another so called black person, theirs no profit in that, theirs no massive media attention in that No spot light.
Alright , now let's talk ( WHITE ) POWER! a xenophobic based power grab, rooted in fear and inadequacy, a transference of ones shortcomings, and failures on to another person to justify and validate why you can not achieve your goals. Basically what i'm saying without all the fancy word smithing is some so called whites are lazy asses but don't wont to admit it so they blame others to explain why their skrew ups, and then groups like the KKK exploit this irrational behavior, just like the NAACP exploit so called black fear, yes , yes ,yes their both the same exploiters for power.
Wraping themselves in etnicity to bring a false sense of unity, I think thats how hitler did it , etnicity, national unity , war , death.
Well this was supposed to be one post but i've got more to say on this issue, there are lots of power based groups out there , women (girl) power, Brown (hispanic) power, i think their might be some yellow power i'll check the international ailse at walmart, but i do know i'm going to pick me up a gallon of black power, a six pack of white power, and maybe some powdered green power. Man i must be tired i don't even know what i'm typing now , lets see its midnight yeah its late i've got a lot to do tomarrow.
I'll do a part two later on, unless i discover the secret to time travel then i'll do it yesterday, i think i have a general idea on how time travel can actaully work , its not completely linear theirs a dimensional bubble on the line of time that we all live within......It really is late and i really am tired i'm talking about something i shouldn't even be talking about good night everyone i'm Jac! Sabertooth and your not.- Jac! 
          

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Hey, Hey, Hey! Your gonna learn something new today....

Today I'm going to attempt to do something different, unless i get tired then its the same old, same old..., But anyway here i go this post will be a two in one , or a three in one i will either do a 1. manical rant which i'm quite famous for, 2. a very creative poem, and 3. An award presentation (called " The Capital J, Encouragement awards".
It's an idea i came up with three weeks ago it's basically just an award in principal only, but it's primary purpose is encouragement, and acknowledgement to say to individual in a simple way " I see you " even if no one else does. So with that said.


                              Why do you want to know ?
Some people have asked ( And maybe rightly so , or they could have been drunk ) why don't i talk about myself or my daily activities to which i reply mind your own buisness, stop being so nosey ( I'm just joking , No i'm not ). I'm a private person but if you must know something about me , Here you go i'm self taught on everything , i believe in capitalism, I have a great since of humor even though i'll be writing a very sad poem later, and i'm an optimist, ( where was i born, you ask? I'm old very ooooolllllldddddd , I was born at the navel of the single continant at the foot hills of the mountains of the moon, where men knew so much, they dared think of themselves as gods. Ha HA Ha HA Ha.... I'm so wierd, but thats part of my charm Ha HA Ha HA Ha :) .

                                       A random POEM
                         But I'm not sure....
I lost my mind when it started to wander, it took with it me , myself , and I.... Now nothings the same i can't think , i can't even wonder why.
I just sit and think where ever i am watching the romantic holding hands as they walk....laughing and touching , holding each other, sweetly stareing at each other as they talk.
It's not bad when your alone, the 4 walls are your friends that is when your at home....But when your out there no one seems to care your as invisible the  unseen air.
Get used to it were never coming back , so says me , myself ,and I Yes you will i said, get back here, by my side.... I'm at home all alone by myself ,.... you've taken my dreams and imagination theirs nothing left , I will hunt you down , bring you back i will not be alone anymore.... Someone once asked me did they ever come back....
                 I think so...But i'm not sure..... -Jac!  
Copyright 2012




                             The Encouragement Awards
                                         The Capital  J's
   

(UP) Unique Presentation - Showing Originality, Creativity, and Vision, a forward thinking mind.
(CP) Courage Presentation - Displaying Boldness, Inner strenth, and discipline, a straight forward mind.
(EP) Endurance Presentation - Displaying Perserverance, determination, and focus an unyielding mind, and body.
(HP) Humor Presentation - Showing a keen and observant eye for finding the humor in all things, a quick and sharp wit is thesign of a energetic and creative mind.
(MP) Enthusiasm Presentation - Displaying motivation, and energy no matter what the task, an ability to submerge one self into the completion of the task.
(OP) Honest/Humble Presentation - Displaying an open and straight forward critique of one self and others, a willingness to step back and allow others to shine, without reluctance.
                                   Now the Presentations


Terra Ricen - UP , EP , CP , MP , Assert yourself a little more (not to me though) and dont hold back on being funny.  

Courtesy- CP , MP , HP , EP , Dont be content on being just another link in the chain you have leadership potential.

L.T. - HP , UP , EP , Your annoying once you get hold of a joke you dont let go, but i like that speak up , and out more .

S.D. (Sudden Death ) - CP , EP , Justice is the child of truth and action if truth is being suppressed action will be taken and you'll get justice.  

Bree-Z - UP , CP , EP , MP , OP , HP , You have the resources, now you need to tie them all together, remember money is just a tool that you use to achieve your goals.
pennamebree-z.blogspot.com 

C9 - UP , CP , HP , MP , OP , EP , Your in the same catagory as Bree-Z, with an additional remark never stop perfecting your craft , never stop learning new and better techniques.
troeb.blogspot.com  

Triple M - OP , CP , EP , You have a simple blog not dedicated to fire and brimstone, topics like mine, or HI-tech computer wizardry like Bree-Z , or Novelistic material like C9, yours is a blog of the heart, just a blog authored by a decent person wanting to meet and be friends. All i have to say to you is to add more humor dont hold back.
mylife-missmegmac.blogspot.com


Their you have it The Capital J award winners, for those of you with websites or blogs feel free to post an acceptance speech. Till next time I'm - Jac!

     

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

R U the one; Yea! The one 4 right now....

THEY SAY THAT BREAKING UP, IS HARD TO DOOO, NOW I KNOW. I KNOW, THAT IT'S TRUE. (How do you like that , I was just blog singing, and I sound pretty good in text form, Now "mush"on with the post )
   She loves me, She loves me not, He loves me, He loves me not, sound familar it should, itssss you
during that fleeting moment, when all the planets, are alighned, and the stars are brightly shining, and you think it can't get any better then this, your so happy,....... until that anvil drops on your head.
How are those bright stars looking to you now, welcome to reality, hard knocks 101, and in lesson one you learn despite what you think, or may be experienceing theirs is no such thing as mister, or mrs's right regardless if its your boyfriend/girlfriend, fiancee,or husband/wife, to put it bluntly their all just loser you have to deal with, freeloaders you need to compromise with, in order to have a somewhat happy life which usually doesn't work, example one, high divorce rate, example two murder/suicides over some perverse idea of true love ( I know some of you are saying, right now
Whoooaa, Whoooaa YOU BASTARD, where the hell is all that coming from.) I'm glad you asked
you see i've noticed something, for some reason ( and i've posted a similar rant somewhere on this blog or my website jacmania online) that people men, and women from ages 9 or 10 to 90 or 100 don't seem to think they can survive with out having some person hanging on them or around them especially women.
This need to connect , or find yourself through someone else, is very destructive, i understand loneliness, wanting, and longing to share yourself with some one else, to be able to experience another person ideas, and to allow them to in to your world , and to share with them all that you have acquired. I understand this, more then you know, but the problem is that to many people assume the first person they meet, or the second , or third , or fourth who smiles at them, calls them baby and takes an intrest in them, relateing to them on a serious emotional level ( and i'm not just talking about women here, this happens to men also..) when this happens a false connection is made the man or women starts to believe this is the one, and if your in middle school, or high school ....Man are you in for the biggest toilet flush of your life .... your hearts broken, shredded like a block of cheese on a cheese gradder ( By the way i had a massive homemade Burrito with three kinds of shreded cheese, lots of chilli i really could never be a health food fanatic i love junk food :).
Their is no Mister right, or Mrs right ( I GOT IT , it was this blog where i mentioned this topic, to be honest with you this particular post was supposed to be posted back at the begining of may i'm  notorious for putting things off sometimes for a year or two ) But anyway ( not anyways...) people have got to stop trying to live through other people, because this is what can happen, those people
your trying to find yourself through will get tired of being your mirror, they have their life ,and identity they are not interested in reflecting back to you a false image that you projected on to them.
But then again you have those men, and women who don't mind projecting their image, and personality on to someone their in a relationship with , totally absorbing that person dictating , and controlling as much of that person as possible until that individual decides to grow , thats when the problem starts. It doesn't matter if it's a man or woman in the controlling role , once the passive partner decides to grow and expand their horizons the one who's always been the more visible and outgoing ( dominant ) feels threatened , a feeling of losing control , especially when your entire world up to that point was built around the knowingly or unknowingly control of one person.
Now you can't put all the blame for a  failed relationships on the controllers, or the ones who choose not to be a part of a sic fantasy relationship, the women and the men bare 3/4's of the blame because of their neediness, and their desire to be someone , by being with someone and when it falls apart they bitch and complain to whatever friend or social media their connected with not understanding, because they have a unnatural longing to be loved at any cost, that if your not comfortable in the skin your in , you'll never be truly loved by anyone because you will always make them uneasy , and they will always see you as phoney because your not happy being in the skin your in.
Don't be in a relationship you have doubts about , Don't be a part of couple just because your lonely ( get a fish , no they die get aaaaaa... get a crocadile, yeah..) and don't get caught up in looks , the wrappings of a gift are always nice to look at , but whats on the inside, something good and useful or dog crap with grass stuck to it .
The next time you think of asking someone you been dating for three months are you the one, because they came at the right time when you needed healing from a busted up relationship, or some sort of family problems involving your parents, remember their going to say YEA! but the rest of that statment is ... The one for right now. - Jac!


P.S.- I just got a notice from facebook- Happy Birthday to Kelly , Paige , Lia , B.G       
     





Saturday, June 9, 2012

Restless Longing

My name is everyone, i'm always on the run. Longing to be somewhere but never getting there. Wanting to feel somthing other then the blues of pain, as i open the book of my life all the pages are the same
Beneath the pyramid structure i carry upon my back, a shyness, and uncertainty, but courage i don't lack. Forward, always forward destination, once i'm there i'll know, its hard to explain this restlessness don't ask just let me go.
I am everyone who wants to be invisible, but not forgotten, who views death as a road block, even when their life is rotten, who stand naked before a crowd, on a mountain top and says nothing, always wanting the tresures of gold, but gives up everything.
For a restless longing at high speed, I am everyone , but i try not to be.- Jac!  

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Jumping Jac!

On this particular post, I'll most likely be all over the place. Thats why i've titled it Jumping Jac! First i'd like to say greetings i'm Jac! lets play, I was wondering three weeks ago as i drove home, well it wasn't so much wondering as it was imagining what it would be like if we were all microbes you know those really, really, really, really small creatures we have to use powerful microscopes to see.
My thought was if we were microbes would we be aware of humans, are bacteria,and micro organisims aware of the enormous, monolithic lifeforms that they exist on, and live off of, or are we just a natural resource to them like the earth is to us, ( See I can always come up with something weird for you to think about ).
Why do people think they need to live through other people, or find themselves,
and their identity by connecting to someone they believe is Mr. Goodbar, or Miss butterworth( Did you guy's like my play on food, not the Mr. goodbar, but Miss butterworth, Mr. goodbar's been done before) anyway alot of people are looking for meaning, and understanding to give their life purpose especially when they hit their teenage and young adult years, they look to everything to fill that purpose void , and when everything else fails they turn to a man, or woman, and then that fails.
Time does fiy, it would be interesting if their was such a thing as a time machine, I once said it was impossible, but i've realize now that theirs a lot more accessibility to time then i once thought, I did more research into what a lot of scientist have discovered about time and the possiblity of time travel looks more like it can be achieved.
Some people fear success, Other fear the rewards of succeeding, why?, I'll tell you why because we now live in a culture were the idea of success and overwhelming accomplishment is frowned upon, that is unless you give half of it away to scammers and ripoff artist in the form of do-gooder organizations( Note: I'm not saying all do-gooder organizations are scam's not at all, one day i'll do a post on all the one's that are.) Success is good, being wealthty is good, I never got a job from a poor man, only a wealthty one.
I don't like squarrels, I'm at war with them, I'm watching them right now , their little tree climbing gang bangers, terrorizing my back yard, I think they may have done a drive by on my cats i haven't seen them in two days  Jac!