Peel back a layer or maybe three , look on the outside but dont look at me , brush away the dirt because theirs alot , i'm only human or have you forgot , maybe not like you , i dont want to be , so when you turn on the lights don't look at me ....
All we had between us has fallen to the ground , got trampled , and crushed and we made not a sound , no rescues ever came , no heroes appeared , this love died in a corner in fear....All that can be said if there is a need to be free , don't say a word , don't look at me......
I shall retreat into a shell and concede i have failed , find comfort in my dreams where everything ends well , as we walk away from each other and cut all ties , we find security , and safety in well constructed lies....
Crushing each others heart as we tell the story to friends , but in reality were hurt deeply and wish it never came to an end , the wall between us could have been 100 feet from the top - down , but if either one of us had tried we could have went around....
It would not have been such a long walk , and when we made it around we could 've sat and talked , I go to the site where it all ended for lunch , its my memorial to the place where i mattered to someone once ....
So when you peel back one layer , or maybe three look on the outside don't look at me.....- Jac!
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you will you will you will you will you will :D honestly! i always fall for the bad guys and i always get hurt but i think i've finally found someone who is amazing and accepts me as i am. anything is possible, you've just got to be yourself :)
ReplyDeletei don't know if you get notifications for my replies but i always do reply to your comments on my blog. you write some really deep, relatable stuff :)
any time! - emma