Slash & Burn

Dedicated to those who see no way out.


I am alive, I am alive despite the emptiness in my eyes, you can laugh and whisper behind my back, but i am dead so immune to all your attacks****
Don't ask me questions about whats going on in my head, don't act like you care, about the things I've said****
My long sleeves are like shields as i make myself invisible, I do this for protection against the critical stares from people****   
Why do i feel this way what has brought me to this end, who threw the rock that left me broken****

I ask myself over and over again as i shrunk away from family and friends
who's to blame myself i know, But they're other who forced me down this road****
Each line i make represents a word, every cut that's deep is something painful i heard****
Every drop of blood is a tear I've shed, For the many hateful words about me said****
The four walls of my room is where i like to be, there I'm listened to the walls hear me****

I cut and burn to know that i'm still alive, I have to i have no control i'm dead inside****
Both my arms look like road maps when they're turned, And there's no where else to cut that's why i started to burn****
Its an strange feeling being addicted to self inflicted pain, I say i don't like but each day its the same****
My family and friends don't know what to do, they just smile and say they love but i know its not true****
Once i'm out of the hospital they yell and call me name's, Nothing ever change's not a damn thing has change****

You say you want to help me you want me alive, I don't want your help i just want to die****
I self harm because i'm not whole, No one has ever truly cared to help me get control****
If i didn't have to be here i'd get out now, Maybe one of my cuts will get infected and end it some how****
Alone unwanted an unread book, Never given a second glance never given a second look****
The one in the corner with nothing to say, the one who's told your in the way****

In a room alone with something to hide, Secrets you bury so you can live your life****    
You don't want to die but..........


Written by Metal Jac! Sabertooth

Copyright 2013  Generation Jac! Publishing