Shattered, Cracked, and POp!

We are sooooo messed up, all of us especially me, I sometimes view myself as a giant 160 foot glass statue shining in the mourning sunlight. From a distance i look magnificant, but as you get closer you start to see that the light doesn't shine, or reflect properly off the glass image of me, on a closer observation you start to see thousands, upon thousands of hair line cracks going through out my grand, and gigantic glass body, each hair line fracture representing a personal flaw, a short coming that i've lived with my entire life some i've been able to control, others i fight with all the time. I know your probably saying whats the purpose of this very colorful, and detailed analysis, well to you i say "shut up and keep reading," JUST JOKEING", I don't mean that, or DO I, no i don't..... seriously though my purpose for writing this is to just say, we've all got our faults ("some peoples faults are in california, another joke, get it") but we should not judge ourselves based on our past trangressions, and skrew ups, nor should we allow others to keep bringing up what the mistakes we may have committed minutes, hours, days,months, and yearsago. Were already scarred by our childhood, teenage years, and early adult life, when we find a pocket of peace and calmness thats what we should focus on, not the garbage of yester years who wants to be reminded that they suck, that their not a good friend, or sibling, son, or daughter let what has past pass,you can never fix, or repair the cracks in glass image that is you, but you can ackknowledge that it is you, and all that you are, or will be can not be stop by the mistakes of the past. Thats how i deal with my skrew ups mypast is only a small part of who, and what i am or will be,"Cause we are but strangers in our own skin, always stopping before we begin , stepping back , and looking down hiding our smile behind a frown, hoping our reflection doesn't reveal the truth, how did we get so black, and blue".- Jac