Fade Away

She rolled her eye's turned away, without even a goodbye she had nothing to say *
I believed in what we had i believed in us, I fooled myself i believed to much *
She walked toward a car and opened the door, I followed behind asking for something more *
Why are you going what have i done? Your always wanting to talk, now you just want to run *
Nothing is said she doesn't even look me in the eye, Oh did i tell in the drivers seat was some guy *
He smile at me and gives me the peace sign, and says i hope you didn't kiss her, 'cause this mourning she was mine *
My pain evaporate's and i start to shake, But then he drives off quickly and i hear something break *
A sharp pain engulf's me and my eye's have become watery, Somethings broke, i'm in pain and now i can't see *
Dude has my girl and what ever she took, add insult to injury he just broke my foot *
The next day around 3pm i make it back home, and i guess i wasn't dreaming, once again i'm alone *
But she came by while i was gone and cleaned out the apartment, It's my fault, i'm to blame i should not have told where i went *
It's 6 weeks later and i'm sitting here on the floor, I lost my job, i have no electricity i just sit here drinking cheap wine from the store *
This is how i'll deal with it, in this dark room and filth i'll stay, Their's a big rat  across from me watching me Fade away.....


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