Freeze...

I woke up with her image in my head , So i laid there trying to dream again in bed , I know theirs no chance she's thinking of me, but i can't help, but believe she's what i need....
Do you know what its like to be in a deep freeze, to be a closed book no one else can read, to chill the blood of a helping hand , and make them tremble where they stand....
A slow moving glacier at a moment in time, a calm outside appearance that's crumbling inside, I sit alone as life and time walk by, With only myself for company until i heard "hi"......
"What?," i said , as i turned and looked in her eye's, and with a non assuming smile she once again said "hi.....
I wasn't sure what to say, but i begain feeling something.. deeply ,   She didn't seem to mind...my silence she just stared at me sweetly ,  I wanted to speak but was afraid my voice would crack ,  so i turned away and looked down and never spoke back.....

But this intoxicating beauty sitting next to me, never gave up in her attempts to get me to speak ,  Damn my frozen heart and love scarred mind,  I can't get out! i've imprisoned myself in my own self pitying shrine.....
What power can pull the radiance, and beauty from the heavens to the ground, and place it in the most appealing of forms and next to me sit it down... 
That's what i thought to myself , but it had no meaning to no one but myself....
Well it doesn't matter, is the lie that i told , she wasn't in to me, but i will never know.....
As she stood she smiled as if to let me know , I was interested i wanted to talk but out of fear you froze......


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